In the Wisconsin Bluff Country, gazing onto the Mighty Mississippi — and thinking “Here I am, about to do it ag 🙂ain.” I came here to make AMERICA national-socialist this time. The time and hour are right, with BLM and Antifa rampaging, patriotards waking up to both race and (((“Soros”))) — and the faux savior Trump hanging on frantically by his fingernails. So, gulp, “Let the games begin.” 🙂
A comrade read this blog:
…and wrote me:
Thank you for your constructive criticism of our fellow Whites. We need it. Tough love is better than the endless coddling that turns these pajama and flip-flop wearing fatsacks into communist mush.
So many of the young White men are promising until exposed to popular culture and drugs. Their young girlfriends are on multiple rounds of birth control, IUDs, pills, and abortion pills.
They are trying to genocide us!
I ran away from home when I was 14 and never came back and while on this odyssey I read David Irving’s “Hitler’s War,” in which a renowned British historian couldn’t find a single shred of evidence that Hitler had ordered a holocaust upon the Jewish people.
I had several encounters with Irving in the 1990s.
I’m one of the Whites you righteously criticize. John, I don’t know a single person who has stood up as bravely and with such perseverence and discipline as you. I’ve laid low to fight another day that may never come as an excuse for the lack of the attributes you overflow with.
The purpose of my religion is to change people.
Actually it is to bring out the greatness that is buried under fear.
……Biracial comrade writes me
A brilliant NS who has a black mother and hates being part-black, and wishes fervently his dad had married a white woman, wrote me several thoughts with searing honesty.
He looks a bit like the actor and successful director Mario Van Peebles (seen here in “Heartbreak Ridge” with Clint Eastwood). He had a German (white) mother, btw, and graduated from Columbia.
First, he apologized to me after I had taken him to task for telling me I was wrong about some point of prehistory. I had written:
It is not appropriate for a young man, especially when speaking with someone to respect to both think so categorically and to speak in such a way. ….The phrase “I believe, with all due respect, that you are mistaken, John” would have been far more appropriate, don’t you agree? 🙂
Forgive me for my disrespectful tone, and pls accept my apologies.
While I was writing my missive, it didn’t sound bad to my ears, but later on, when reading it, hours after I’ve sent it to you, I thought to myself, “Damn, I could have phrased that a lot nicer”.
Perhaps I’m numbed, since I’ve gotten some harsh insults throughout my lifetime, sometimes I felt treated worse than a stray dog, and hence, what sounds harsh to others may not always sound that harsh to me.
I know, respect is something you have to earn, and I, by far, have not earned it yet. I do NOT consider myself a major, respectable person, and it’s uncertain if I ever will be. Though, respect is not to be confused with the basics of human dignity, and I felt like I didn’t receive that either.
The topic of respect is a difficult one for me. For one, I do not respect my parents, even less my father, and this can be seen as troublesome, but how can anyone show respect to a race-mixer who has left me only in disappointment… I can’t feel real gratitude for my grandparents either, who have completely screwed up their three sons.
So, for me, a person that doesn’t respect his family, it is actually very hard to show respect. To be honest, I don’t even know if I respect, or love, myself… There are countless feelings of confusion and uncertainty inside my head…
Now, I agree that one should show respect to those of age and experience, though there are countless of variables to consider. Is a young German boy, for example, obligated to show respect to an elderly American? Even if this elderly American has won many medals on the battlefield, we know whom these wars really served, so does the boy from Germany owe him real respect?
Americans, other Anglos and Russians are under very bad karma, and have A LOT to undo, and I hope that, for the betterment of all people, they’ll achieve this one day. Though, can they ever fully undo it? Considering all the annihilated European bloodlines of very good stock…
Out of these groups, Americans especially, should not expect much of a respectful treatment from non-Americans, because the role they decided to play is repulsive on all levels imaginable. IMO, the concept of an American demanding respect from Axis-Power descendants, or basically all non-Americans, is a pretty big order. And, I’m going to be honest here, it’s still difficult for me to show the necessary respect to them. I often have troubles to shut down my egoic-mind on this one. Again, I’m talking about “respect”… not the basics of human dignity.
I incarnated as a brown Non-White, and “my” group of people is quite destructive; thus I do not expect much respect from Whites or Asians.
If I have dealings with other people, I certainly do not take good treatment for granted. Most of the times, I don’t get it, so with this mindset, I’m at least not disappointed or upset if it happens. [….]
Overall, this is an extremely bad-karma planet… Is anyone on here really, truly respectable? … All groups have bad karma… I think we, as a species, have yet to earn respect. We must reform this planet into a place of respectable people…
Furthermore, you are right, elders deserve respect. But are there circumstances where this general rule will not apply anymore? Can an elderly person always expect respect, and does the majority of older whites really deserve that?
Your generation was born into a much better world than the one it is about to leave behind. What is your generation leaving behind for younger people? Worse job opportunities, less income, higher property prices, destroyed eco-systems, worse genes, expressing in less pretty, blue-eyed women and less Nordic blood.
If you walk into a bar and the young, ugly, brown-eyed and overweight bartender is giving you poor service, is it really surprising? All he sees is yet another old white guy who was better looking than he is, has blue eyes, probably a better education, a guy who had far more and better women in bed… a guy who had many other privileges he does not have, yet will still lecture him and expect a good service, or even respect, just like all other old white guys he has met.
The bartender does not know that you’ve been out there fighting against evil for many decades. He only sees the outside. And I assume, people with your outside appearance have left him in discontent. Of course, that is a BIG mistake on his part, to have this prejudice, but on the contrary, I think our elders should also feel for the pain and struggles of youth and be understanding.
In what way is your generation leaving behind a better world than the one it was born into? Is existence alone enough to be grateful? If a generation is leaving behind a worse world, I believe it has failed — that’s just how it is.
If I ever reach old age, I’ll certainly not expect good treatment from young strangers, not if my generation has failed. […] You and others, though, still have time left to make a difference. Now, failing as a generation is not the same as failing as an individual, and you didn’t failed as an individual. So, a man like you should definitely be respected, but the question remains, can it be expected from younger people of a doomed generation who do not know who you are?
Respect for old age alone, I belief, cannot be taken for granted on a bad-karma place like this. That’s currently too much to ask for,. but, hopefully, it will one day be again. However, one SHOULD respect another, especially elders, even just for the sake of having good karma.
And you are right. It’s the natural calling and function of youth to be dissatisfied with the inadequacies of the past and impatiently demand serious change. Though, when looking at the bigger picture, the Endsieg is 3000 years overdue, so perhaps I’m not that inpatient in regard to that?…
Also, should one consider previous incarnations when the question of respect arises? You said you had three lifetimes of achievements and scars, and you meant it serious, though, I assumed the Hitler incarnation theory was not to be taken literally…
*** No, it is literally so.
Who really was and is JdN?
Margi took this shot in May 2019 near the old Franklin Mine in Hancock, Michigan, and you can see — in very, very exaggerated form with the dowward, sideways angle of the harsh sunlight — the unique double bulges over the inner eyebrow area — and the “V” that flares off it onto my side forehead.
Hitler’s Landsberg prison cell in 1924
4.5 Years of Struggle
Against Lies, Stupidity, and Cowardice
— A settling of accounts [with my enemies]
with unique, rare, solid, dark blue eyes – not an Irish or Polish light-blue, not a blue-green, and not blue-gray either. Solid, deep blue.
I can see a huge connection between you and Laval Count Nugent,
but with Hitler, I’m uncertain. The looks are similar, the mindset is the same and you have a few of his “quirks”, but other likes and dislikes, also personality, talents, mannerism, speech pattern, and general archetype must be considered too.
You’re, at he very least, just as smart as Hitler was, and you still have time to outdo his life achievements.
Though, Hitler is the person I’ve invested the most time into, and I just find him to be different than you are. Even if you bring us the Endsieg, I will have doubts believing that you were him. But I’m not saying it’s impossible. While I see differences, I also do see the similarities.
I’ve read your Hitler reincarnation blog, but it will take more than that to convince [Hitler fans] that you’re Hitler.
For now, I think it’s best to not dwell in previous incarnations. There is a good reason why we can’t access memories of previous incarnations while inside a physical form. The greatest Heroes, men like Leonidas, Alexander or Arminius, did not proclaim themselves to be famous men of the past. They only did their unique thing in their current incarnation, and I believe we should do the same. You have your current “John de Nugent” incarnation, and it is impressive and unique enough to rise up and achieve the Endsieg. You don’t need heroic deeds or fame of other incarnations.
Previous incarnations are something I cannot confirm with 100% certainty because I’m neither God nor dead and in the realm of souls. Though, if we ever meet in the realm of souls, and you truly were Hitler, I’ll apologize that I’ve doubted that you were he, and I will grant you the respect of the Hitler incarnation.
John, without considering previous incarnations, you did very respectable deeds in your life, thus you are indeed a person to respect. You are brave, very experienced and very knowledgeable, thus my lack of respect was wrong and for that, again, I’m very sorry.
Elders that acted bravely deserve respect, without question, even if one belongs to a failed generation.Thus I admire you greatly for your honorable deeds and I respect you because you’re my elder, therefore superior in age and experience.
[….] God bless you and Margi with many healthy years, comrade!
Great reply. Apology gladly accepted!
I wish to run it on my site minus all identifiers and address the Hitler-reincarnation issue. 🙂
But here is the key issue. In the interlife we are supposed to change and not be the same person when we return.
Trump’s huge problem is that he is the totally unevolved, conflict-craving, big-mouthed and bullying General Patton still! 🙁
He had just a six-month interlude (Dec. 1945-June 1946; mine lasted nine years, where I did intensive soul-searching to become a better servant of justice and love than I was!
Hitler was odd in some ways, and way too “Deutsch national.” He knew no other languages and never visited any other countries voluntarily except in war (WWI France), until his trip to Rome to see Mussolini, when he was already 48 years old!
I have no desire to be the same person, or eat pastry because he did, or have flatulence because he did from his vegetarian diet 😉
My goal is instead to be a better leader and man… and an American this time, changing this mighty superpower…so that this time we win!
And this time we MUST!
Now, you should never put yourself down, B. What a sin against yourself and an injustice! God gave you a brilliant mind and unique calling. You are the Anti-Obama! Also biracial, just as smart, but YOU are a noble idealist and a bridge between the nations!
As for respecting Americans, they are no better or worse than zombie Weimar Germans who rejected Hitler for 12 years or the West German degenerates of today.
This whole planet consists mostly of either young souls or old, degenerate souls, including 80% of the whites.
So “to understand is to forgive.” First, forgive and love yourself, and then all others. 🙂
Thanks again for a great reply and thoughtful missive, as always, young brother and friend. 🙂
You have a great destiny.
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What other English-speaking blogger speaks two foreign languages fluently (German and French) and is conversant in four more (Spanish, Swedish, Greek and Russian),
–has lived twice in Europe (Austria and France)
–had a security clearance in Marine Corps intelligence and rapid promotions,
–had a father who was a friend of several Republican presidents, and
–combines genuine spirituality with white nationalism and the vital extraterrestrial context of our whole problem
….to create a NEW SYNTHESIS TO PUSH OUR CAUSE OUT OF ITS DOLDRUMS and TOWARD VICTORY?
AND I PROVE EVERYTHING I WRITE!
–14 October 2020 50 euros [ = 50 US dollars] and a beautiful card and letter from M in France.
–10 October 2020 110 euros ( same in US dollars) from C in Germany
–3 October 2020 $88 Amazon gift card from J in Nevada
My thank-you note:
Thank you for the Amazon.com Gift Card! I so enjoyed seeing my two recent visitors from the faraway Southland, but thinking also: “Soon, I will not be able to walk down the street or go into a bar and grill, unless I have bodyguards.” These are my final weeks of “freedom,” brother J. Then comes only the iron call of duty.
I am deeply grateful that you have stuck by me all this time. The supplements your gift cards (and those of another comrade) have bought have also saved Margi’s life. Even the Mayo told her in July of last year that with all of their wizardry she had only a 20% chance. So pat yourself on the back, dear brother.
— John de Nugent
— 1 October 2020 50 euros [worth $US50 also], a beautiful card and a thoughtful letter from M in France
— 30 September 2020 five beautiful leather-bound antique volumes with gilt edge of essays in German from B, a jewish-born WN activist (including at the dangerous confrontations in Charlottesville, Virginia) and a generous donor for over a decade; needless to say, big postage was paid for these heavy books in the old Fraktur font….
–21 September 2020 50 euros [ = US$50] and letter from M in France
–18 September 2020 $100 in cash and a card from P in Florida, a fmr Marine Corps and Navy officer and donor for 11 years
–18 September 2020 $88 via Amazon gift card from a former US Army Green Beret in Illinois
–9 September 2020 $200 via PP from T in Australia
–28 August 2020 101 euros from C in Germany
–19 August 2020 $88 by Amazon gift card from G in Cicero, Illinois
–15 August 2020 $88 by Amazon gift card from J in Nevada
–2 August 2020 50 Australian dollars and a note from J in southern Australia
To John and Margi:
Sorry, it has been a little while since my last correspondence and contribution.
Thinking of you both during your time at the Mayo [Clinic for Margi’s cancer]. I could only imagine the stresses you’ve both been under.
We are witnessing history right now and it’s not necessarily a good thing.
Now is the time, more than ever, for positive endeavour, not least spiritually.
PS Hang in there. Keep up the good fight. People ARE realising!
–1 August 2020 50 euros and a letter from M in France
–17 July 2020 $70 in cash and a note from B in New Jersey
–14 July 2020 129 euros via PayPal from C in Germany
–11 July 2020 $50 Amazon gift card from F in Arizona
–11 July 2020 60 euros via PayPal from C in Germany
–10 July 2020 50 euros and an incisive note from M in France
–9 July 2020 $25 Amazon gift card from K in Oregon
–8 July 2020 $88 Amazon gift card from J in Nevada
–6 July 2020 expensive supplements for Margi from J in Cicero, Illinois